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There is something going on I don’t understand

I know my blog is primarily about debt and divorce but something else has been happening recently and I would love some advice.  A lot of my readers come from the same genre as this blog but equally there are others that are about inner thoughts etc.  I need some help here.

I vividly dream, not all the time, but enough to make me look into the meanings of them.  I have mentioned this before but last night went one step further.  Normally I can explain my dreams with a bit of simple research, and they make perfect sense as they are clearly my subconscious mind reacting to my situation.

Last night my dream made no sense, my boss and my HR department were in it and all very friendly however I appeared to be working in a factory and they kept trying to give me rucksacks.  These were not new rucksacks, old and dirty ones.   I should be clear here, work is going very very well so I have no concerns there.   Here is where it gets weird, I was then in an alleyway on a hill and on the floor were loads of silver coins.  Different sized silver coins, but all American.  The small coins I took no notice of but there were large coins too, the size of an old English 10p coin.  On the big silver coin was the American Eagle and the number 25.  They all had 25 on them.

Few other things happened but the coins part I remember very well as it made no sense.  I looked it up and I truly hope it does mean something good:

from the following website: http://www.gotohoroscope.com/txt/dream-meaning-coins.html

“Generally gold and silver coins are considered auspicious to be viewed in your dreams whereas copper coins symbolize improvement in health. The negative representation of coins in your dream is the irrational behavior and thoughts that lead to heavy loss. They also sometimes suggest a necessary change in thinking or living habits in order to bring in joy of living.

Coins are very important insignia to be observed in your dreams and generally are related to health and wealth of the person. The dream interpretation differs on the position, amount and type of coin observed in the dream as all have specific meanings inclined. These dreams are quite rare and if you see them it means they have some tale to tell “

There were no copper coins though which is a good thing, no gold coins either, just silver coins.  This is the next important bit, and it also appears on multiple other sites –

“if you see silver coins then it signifies enhancement in spiritual sense. It is also analyzed as the enhancer of intuitive power to guide you in future.”

Now why is this relevant?   I am not particularly spiritual but it is odd that this is mentioned as something then happened.  I was woken by 2 loud knocks at my front door.   My front door is a modern UPVC door, this was 2 knocks using an old door knocker on a wooden door.   It woke me bolt upright, it was extremely loud and very clear.   None of the animals moved, including the dog who was right next to me.   I don’t know what to make of it really, it woke me right out of my dream.  It did unsettle me though.

I know, I sound crazy, but I don’t honestly understand what is going on.  I also keep finding coins outside my house, tiny denominations but coins none the less.

Is this a way of trying to tell me something?  In some ways I hope it is, but I am a sceptic so it is a battle of wills right now.  The old style door knock has made me pay attention.  It was not in my dream, it was clear as day to me.

So, over to you guys.  I have no answers for this thus far.